2 Poems and a picture

I know I keep posting poems that I wrote, but here's 2 more. lol. I don't know why, but i've been writing quite a bit lately. :D
To balance out the poetry, I'll give you a picture and a bit of update.
I've been growing so much through the past couple weeks. :) I understand the sufficiency of Christ so much more right now than I ever have. It's such a beautiful encouraging thing to me. One day was hard for me this week, oh so hard. I won't go into detail, but it was an incredibly taxing day. But I praise God for sending it to me, because that day i spent more time on my knees running to my Savior for help than I have in a very long time. And I am so encouraged by the way he continues to grow me. :)

So anyway, for the poems:

This one I just wrote tonight:

joy of life
rock the boat
find the light
seek the truth

evermore
can we be
something more
not just lies

kiss the son
drink the wine
all the grace
all the time

would it be
anything
better for
you and me

if we see
love as pain
in today's
trials dark

fight for love
love for life
live for God
He sustains.

(The last stanza is my favorite :D)

And this poem is kind of meant to be a song. I'm workin on that. :D

Uncertainty haunts me all day long
I fight to understand what's going on
A rollercoaster ride
conquer the doubt inside
find the way somewhere

Jesus show me what to do,
When to let go
and what to hold on to
It's a long hard fight
in the middle of this night
but you'll lead me through,
i know you'll lead me through

I don't know what's going on
but i know i have a Father's love
the key to all I need to know
the place to find my only rest
is in the arms of Jesus Christ

The valley of the shadows long
underflows the chain of days
but i know the God above
Gaurds my life in perfect love
And pushes me to fuller life

And here's the picture. :D It's me near Jaffa Gate taken by James.
It looks like a bridge between 2 times and cultures.